Exhausted...

feel so tired for this whole day...
too much things to be accomplished...
but nothing is done yet..T_T

today is the rehersal...again...
and the amplifier is still lousy as always...
the sound of the guitars is not heard...only harmonica...
so we wanted to test mic to see whether our guitar can be heard or not...
but there's one afternoon session teacher rushed in and scold the elecom president..
she said because we're using the hall for something not so important..
and the afternoon session people cannot gather in the hall...
she even said the president is very rude...
so cham la...the teacher is so furious although the president said everything politely...
we all apologized to the president but she said it's not our problem...
she said it's the teacher's problem...
i felt so warm...the president is not angry at us...and she didn't even blame us for getting scolded..
T_T....so touching le...

then i rushed to the form 5 science lab for the chemistry extra class...
everybody is almost there...
pn.chan started fitting in a lot of things in our brain..
but i just can't get it..
juosie also can't get it..
only yong zheng...=_=
i tried digesting all those facts and i end up getting headache,real serious headache...
i swallowed 4 panadols for this...T_T

Grand Edufair!

it's a chaotic day i would say...everything is not in order...
things are not in their right place....people is not in their right position...
i almost forgot that i have many jobs...and the institute representatives kept on coming...
luckily, there are many juniors helping me...(Thank you all!!!)
i ran up and down the slope...and even in and out of the main hall...
when it's time for the opening ceremony..i ran back to the hall for the perbarisan...
i forgotten that the institute representatives are not all there yet!
i was enjoying the rhythm of the drums and suddenly shocked by one of my seniors when he knocked my head with a stack of paper...T_T
i quickly ran out of the hall...trying to find people who needs help...
and there!! i found kar yau helping us ubk to carry the things from one of a institute representative(although he's a police cadet...hehe..)
then some last comers(the institute people)started to come and there are no institute was left out...
not like last year where there are many institute who "fong fei gei"...
everything went well until a person from idp asked me n crystal to help set up...
the plastic rack is broken and the banners just won't stand up straight..T_T
i'm rushing back to class at that time...and crystal helped me to stick the rack with masking tape..^^
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after having classes, i went back for the jamuan...again...i was scolded by that senior for attending classes and he said he was finding me all the way in the hall...T_T
am i wrong or what..i don't know...no idea...not thinking about it either....haiz...

I love my life!

I love the way my biru seniors say,"Byebye,penguin!"
I love the way my friends call my nickname...
I love the way my friends care for me..
I love the way my friends and I run away from discipline teachers and Ms.Yong..^^
I love the way everybody works together as one..
I love the way my grandfather fetch me from school..
I love the way my father jokes with us...
I love the way my mother nags me for my own good...
I love the way my brother kacau around me..
I love the way my little sister call me "Keke"
I love my life because it's filled with everybody's love and care for me...I truly love it!

Frustrated...

Frustrated when i felt like not doing anything
Frustrated when laziness hovers above me
Frustrated when everything just doesn't seems right
Frustrated when everything i done is changed because someone bu shuang me although i know it's my fault entirely
Frustrated when friends are not around
Frustrated when they could not understand what i meant
Frustrated when they are not willing or they have no time to listen to my problems
Frustrated when i'm useless myself
Frustrated when i always need people's help
Frustrated when i always cause people into troubles
Frustrated when i know that biru lost because of two old VIPs work
Frustrated when i cannot say any comforting words to my friends
Frustrated when i cannot do things in time
Frustrated when people doesn't like what i have done
Frustrated when people deny a person's effort without thinking that they didn't even put in any effort
Frustrated when people criticize a person for all of his or her hard work
Frustrated when people underestimate a person
Haiz.....Frustrations keep on lingering in my life......

p/s: anyone who read this please don't be frustrated as well....^^

Pain and Gain

today is my school's 40th sports day...every team seems excited...
my team,biru with the penguins(included me) is high with spirit and we are ready for the performance!

everyone arrived school early at 4.30am...when i arrived, lots of biru people is already waiting for me at the school entrance..i felt so happy for biru as our semangat is so great...oh yeah!!
we've put on our penguin suits, penguin caps and penguin flippers...although it's a little bit ugly(i'm honest enough!!)but we are still willing to put them on...^^
my heart is thumping when the perbarisan started....i felt so nervous to perform in front of those people...and the damn biru juniors just won't cheer for us like hijau juniors did for hijau...i felt like slapping them and squeezing their heads out..they also laughed at us...T_Twhy can't they just cheer for us?@_@

we started our performance...the VIPs seems quite impressed...or is it my illusion?@_@ we danced with all our effort and sang out loud....when the story came to the dying part...i just fall on the grass without thinking much...but jun kai's legs dropped on mine..T_Twhen the genie said ZAMZAM ALA KAZAM!!we all jumped up on our feet...and suddenly, sophia's like:"whose cap is that?"i turned behind and i saw my cap left on the grass!!!i quickly squated down and reached for my cap...the VIPs laughed at me when i simply put on my cap ...T_T

finally, my performance came to an end...we marched to our biru khemah and stand into 2 lines..the VIPs came to our khemah..li chung and sarah tried their best to introduce our theme to them...ele and some other biru members started to pour water on the top of them khemah so the water will drip down as it is like the north pole melting...BUT!!!unfortunately,the water flowed too fast..and kena 2 VIPs...they 2 is like so bu shuang and they stormed off without even paying any notice to our introduction..hmph!!!

the VIPs finished checking our khemah and went off...the biru seniors asked us to gather and take a picture...we smiled and the cameraman started taking pictures..BUT THEN!!Pn.Lim Yoke Keng came!!OH NO!!she's like sitting beside me!!!MY HAIR!!!WHAT SHOULD I DO??i quickly brushed my hair behind my ears...haha..^^then...she asked something very queer enough...she asked yung hsin to hand over the genie mask to her...she's like wearing the mask on her head and asked some other people to take picture with us...i felt so happy as she appreciated our effort...yay!!

we quickly ran back to our storeroom to wash out feet...my friend commented that our feet look like we're wearing balck stokings..T_Tis it true?can anyone tell me???and she said she never seen any penguins skinnier than us...T_T
we berebut-rebut to the tap water there to wash our feet and the paint just won't come offT_Ti scrubbed my feet like scrubbing a wok...haiz...and we knew that we get the last place for our perbarisan...everyone seemed so down...the biru seniors is even horrible and scary...they seemed too angry to me..@_@

at the closing ceromony...we'va known that biru will get the last place this year..but biru still cheered like crazy..and now the biru juniors cheered like mad...we cheered like BIRU ROX BIRU ROX and everything...oh kay...i would just forgive them..haha...am i too emotional or what??
we sang the biru theme song:
Biru ada bakat
Biru sungguh hebat
Biru pasti menang
Biru Om
Biru Om Om Om Om!!!

the results is very saddening..but our biru seniors is simply so optimistic..^^and we changed our theme song lyics...haha... ^^
Biru ada bakat
Biru sungguh hebat
Biru AKAN menang
Biru Om
Biru Om Om Om Om!!!

Yeah!!!i'm so proud of biru and their semangat...but to be honest...every team did well too...
although we lost.... i gain a penguin cap which everyone commented it's cute..haha..and i lost 1 kg too...XD....i truly believe the truth, that is...NO PAIN NO GAIN....